Sucking Embarrassments on Every Nerve I Embodied
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Narrative Free-Verse by Cen Xinyan (Crystal)
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No one comprehends a fraction of my stupidity, so who do I propound out phrases of hope?
To become a narrative voice of own consciousness is to be freed of their retainment–
convincing. Writing is so raw–intensely intimate–tells me to rip my skin and
serve sound vessels–I crumble up in disregard: my missing concern of
vibrant voices suggesting dimensions of various perspectives to my
particular flesh. Screw you, Soliloquy–what worth are your words?
Pathetic! Not sure, to me or to them–to blame or humble. Now
I itch, disgusting nature. Silence. A Scan–pause now, pause
now, credence in flesh #3 made a return. The tempest
was sinful to conduct doubtful scrutiny. This is my
flesh that I’m serving–only way the flesh could
ever exist! I exemplified my peculiar rawness;
I overflowed my uncanny soul; I gave out
all my ever regards for everyone
who gave me a pump to
flesh out again.
Cacophony–
stop it.
You.